ALLAH IS MY HAPPINESS

As salaamu alaykum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuhu, This is my life…this is my world the way “I” see it. It may not be nice and most times it is not pretty. However, it is what it is. This is what I am looking for…to live my life…..and love it……..accept it…..the good the bad……and all the ugly. You heard of love the skin you in…..Well I wanna LOVE the Life Im in…..

Sunday, January 06, 2008

friends

I just feel Happy today. Sad that I have to go to work in the morning..ewwww but I had a good experience. My ex came while I was on break. He came to try to get back with me but it ended up being the most loving goodbye in history.....
I do love that man........and he gave me more than I could have ever asked for while he was here. He was kind, lovong, wonderful with the kids, and most of all he looked me in the eyes and told me how he felt and how sorry he was and is.......
HE asked me to do something..just dont overthink why he is doing it and if he means it. and YOu know what i didnt question anywhing..........well after about 5 days..but after that I just accepted everything...took it all in and just loved being with him.
I was truely bless, we got to part as friends and still have a love for each other that we can only have.
I knew deep down I HAD to mean something to him. I knew all my hurt and pain didnt go on deafs ear.....I knew he HAD to see it.......and he did.
YES, somethings did go WAY over his head. some of my pain he didnt see....Some of his actions he didnt know hurt me like they did.....We talked abotu EVERYTHInG. and now he know and more important to me......I KNOW what he was thinking and why he did somethings........and I know he did and still does love me.....so for that I am happy...
InahAALLAH I will be able to move on with my life no matter where it takes me.

6 Comments:

  • At 5:04 PM, Blogger PM said…

    Salaam Alaikum dear.

    I am so happy you could get this peace. May it help sustain you when you are feeling low.

    Love you,
    PM

     
  • At 6:46 AM, Blogger Tru3Woman said…

    Salaam Alaikum sis...

    That's right, take it all in. I think of it as regaining a little of the energy spent during your relationship with your ex... it's always nice to get some of that energy back to keep for yourself. You are such a positive and encouraging lady... dont loose that. I love it!

    Peace and blessings
    Tru3

     
  • At 5:50 PM, Blogger Livin_life_and loving_it said…

    Thanks..I try to be positive but trust me I have my moments...I have to say I do miss him but not the drama that came with the other wife...

     
  • At 6:33 AM, Blogger A. said…

    I'm glad you got closure! Now are you getting married again or what? Inquiring minds wanna know lol

    Hugs!

    Anisah

     
  • At 9:34 PM, Blogger Zainab said…

    Good for you!

     
  • At 3:11 AM, Blogger Tru3Woman said…

    Hey lady...

    Salaam Alaikum, I haven't heard from you nor have you posted in a while so just wanted to touch base with you to see how you are. Hope all is well and peaceful.

    Tru3

     

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