lonely
So today I feel crappy!!!! I do not know if it is becuase it is spring or what but I am just feeling ......lonely and missing (AS)the man I wanted to have. I had his kids over for a sleep over. 2 weeks in a row his family was at my house. Man that was so much fun but hard
I wished we were a family. I wish he was my husband. I know it is a sin for me to even think this way and i know I will stop but I miss his smile, his laugh, his smell, our talks, our ........... I just miss him
I am really thinking about going back to the states. I am sick of being here. I like it but there are times when i just want to be around people that look, think and act more like me. We will see.......... Anyway thats all for now.......
I wished we were a family. I wish he was my husband. I know it is a sin for me to even think this way and i know I will stop but I miss his smile, his laugh, his smell, our talks, our ........... I just miss him
I am really thinking about going back to the states. I am sick of being here. I like it but there are times when i just want to be around people that look, think and act more like me. We will see.......... Anyway thats all for now.......
posted by Livin_life_and loving_it @ 3:03 PM
5 Comments:
At 8:09 PM,
Organica said…
Is the man currently married? And why can't you be together?
At 10:06 AM,
Livin_life_and loving_it said…
We are just in a situation that cant work out right now. We had good intentions but bad timing. It had nothing to do with being married. It had to do with respect and friendship.
At 2:43 AM,
Organica said…
That sucks!
Do you think you will be happier back in the U.S?
At 6:19 AM,
Livin_life_and loving_it said…
No but i wont be so lonely. It is familuar and everyone is just a FREE phone call away. Anyway this is just talk right now. who knows what I will do
At 5:14 AM,
Mumina said…
Asalaam alaikum sis,
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